following back tons
How anxiety works:
- Person: you're loud
- Anxiety: you're annoying, a worthless piece of shit to the human race.
- Person: you're quiet
- Anxiety: speak the fuck up you shy ass little whore.
- Person: you failed the math test? Bummer.
- Anxiety: you dumbass,you'll never get anywhere in life. Kill yourself.
but it really is so important to find people who don’t lose patience with you or get angry if you’re being irrational or insecure or downright ridiculous, it is so so necessary to be treated with gentleness from loved ones and not to be made to feel like you’re irritating or a burden
i miss when i was like 12 and it would be the night before a big field trip or something and i couldnt go to sleep because i was so excited. i miss being so into a book that i would stay up past my bed time reading it. everything seems so bland or something idk. i’m only 19 and everything is so tiring. i miss wanting to be awake
this is the realist shit on this website